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Dec. 20th, 2008

skin canger sucks

ok, so yesterday I had the rest of my skin cancer removed.  Yay!  It was only really tiny but the bandage that's on there is friggen huge!  I can't wait to see what it looks like when I remove the bandage.  The cancer was actually right near my gecko tattoo, so i'm guessing they've had to cut into it.  Oh well!  It's bloody sore though.  All my muscles on my right shoulder blade are all stiff and sore.  It's so hard tring to pull up undies with one hand!  I feel like a real cripple at the moment.  hehe.

Yesterday my neice and her boyfriend came down from the 'outback australia' to stay with us over christmas.  Tell you what, it's only actually been one day but I'm already over it.  I must be getting old or something.  I almost had a go at my neice tonight.  She's a really big girl, who dosen't eat breakfast and only eats shit like hot dogs and McDonalds.  Anyways, the last few 'meals' (if you could call them that) that I've had with her, she's only eated a couple of mouth fulls.  She's just been eating shit throughout the day.  I hate preparing meals when I she won't eat it.  No wonder she's so big.  Her belly would be so bloated, it never knows when it will get it's next meal.  Am I being mean?  I don't think she know's what a salad is.  Hmmmmmm


Aug. 21st, 2008

time wasting again.

Dam this computer is slow today.  I've been sitting here for ages trying to download photo's and sell stuff online.  I'm sure this computer is fucked, again.  I need a computer nerd, you know, one of those geeky guys that know stuff about computers!

Been busy selling my stuff lately.  I've got heaps of custom orders and I can't keep up.  I need to teach my hubby to crochet but he recons it's a chick thing.  Ahhhhhh, men, can't live with them, can't shoot em!  Here's what's taken me ages to list for sale today.  This friggen hat!  Grrrrr

just so you know, photobucket sucks.  That's what takes my time up.  I'm sure it's no me, it's them.

So today, I have a day off from work again, which is not good.  I really need the money.  It's a crappy day too, really cloudy and cold outside.  (But not cold enough for my hubby to bottle his home brew!)  Today i have to crochet more hats and gloves for custom orders, do into town and buy more yarn and do grocery shopping.  Sounds exciting huh?  yay for me.

Feb. 12th, 2008


hi, to who ever is out there in this weird and wonderful world. I'm pretty bored at the moment so I thought I post a couple of piccy's of my latest hats that I crochet and sell on ebay. I sell them pretty cheaply (compared to etsy). They're just fun to make!

Jan. 21st, 2008

Writer's Block: Work It

How do you make a living?
Well, I work as an instructor for a circus.  I teach people on the flying trapeze which is heaps of fun.  I also teach the bungee tramp and other circus stuff like juggling, diablo, tight wire, unicyle.  Heaps of stuff!!!  I just play all day, hehehe.

Jan. 13th, 2008

Writer's Block: I Spy...

Look around. Describe the first photograph you see. What does it mean to you?
 wow, I really am bored!

The first photo I can see is a atcually 3.  It's a photo frame with 1 big piccy of my hubby and me on our wedding day, and baby piccy of my hubby and a babby piccy of me.  It says ' from long ago and far away, love bought us to our wedding day.'

Jan. 10th, 2008

back pain

ahhhh, so sick of it.  It's even worse because I don't know what I've do to it.

Hmmm, lets see.  I work as a flying trapeze artist (I guess that's what you'd call it), so I use my back all the time.  For the past week I haven't been able to fly which is really bugging me.  Nothing seems to be helping it either.  But the good news is, is that I think it's getting slowly better and I'm ringing up a physio tomorrow to make an appointment.  Dam it, I hate spending money like this.  Oh well.

So today I get home from work, with an aching back, to find that my husband, who had the day off work today, has done nothing in the way of cleaning the house and he's also really drunk.  That really pisses me off.  But, I guess there's nothing I can do about it.

Dec. 22nd, 2007

My Boy Died

 I know, not a good first entry but I don't care.  I think it helps.

Yesterday I had to put my dog to sleep because he had cancer.  He had 2 lymph nodes on his upper throat, 2 on his lower and 2 near his groin area.  It was to far gone to be able to do anthing about.  My boy was not in a good way and couldn't do much at all. Even breathing was an effort for him.  So we made the hard decision to put him to sleep.  

We have another dog.  She's stoped eating and is looking really sad.  I hope I can make her happy again.  Me, I'm tring to be positive, but I find myself crying for him.   I guess I am so upset because my husband and I have decided not to have kids, so our dogs are our kids.  It's so hard.  Especially so close to christmas.